True Love and Lust at Last
A little while ago I wrote something about feeling so sexually and emotionally free since I fell in love.
Many people have asked me how this happened. After seeing our videos, people just want to know how we met. How do you find someone you can have such passionate, porno style sex with? It really is love making, as much as I always hated that word. But it’s like, when you find real love you understand what sex is all about. Most sex is great, sex when you are truly in love can be indescribable. In “real” life people who have known me for a while have noticed a few changes in me. I am always happy, glowing and some have said I even look younger and healthier.
I was at a point in life where I was beginning to believe that it was as good as it was going to get. No happily ever after, just kind of drifting along. Then I met him. I truly believe that we are made for each other. We are both a little weird by most peoples’s standards, but we totally understand each other and we have just clicked right from the start. Even our kinks and perversions are a perfect match. It is really great to confess something you did years ago, expecting to be thought less of for it, and hearing the man you love tell you how much it turned him on hearing about it – and how he did something just like it. Everything feels right now. I feel complete. And as you may have seen, the sex is amazing.
When people ask how we met, I have never been totally comfortable with the answer. It is a little embarrassing to say “internet dating”. A nice girl like me? It is a long story, but let’s just say I lived in a very small town. But the truth is, that is how it happened. I signed up for True.com, expecting the usual dating site parade of liars, cheaters, fakes and one nighters. I didn’t really mind the one nighters since I really needed some casual sex and True always seemed to market toward the hookup market. I thought about Adult Friend Finder, which is great for fast no strings attached hookups but I wasn’t really looking for swingers. The online match making sites that advertise about analyzing your personality to find the perfect match just seemed too sad. I don’t know what I thought I was looking for. I wanted fucked as soon as possible, but if I could find a guy to hang out with for a while that would be nice too. I was lonely. I signed up and was having a little luck with it but was ready to cancel when I got a message saying a guy was thanking me for sending him a “wink”. That was True’s thing where you could let someone know you were interested without writing an email. I didn’t send him any wink, but he seemed nice, cute and his profile was definitely not the usual. I don’t know if it was a mistake, or the personals site software knew something we didn’t! He seemed sincere, funny and a little fed up with the internet dating scene. So I decided to write him back and tell him I didn’t wink, but I thought he seemed interesting. We totally hit it off right away by email?
True has a little quiz you take that asks all kinds of questions about your sexual experiences and preferences and they give you a rank. I don’t remember the names they gave, except for the one they gave to people who have done it all and will still do it all. “Maverick”. That made me feel like I should wear cut off short shorts and cowboy boots. We were both mavericks and that gave us something to break the ice.
It also turns out that our paths had crossed many years ago and we knew some of the same people back then. I am starting to believe that some things DO happen for a reason.
After a few weeks of emailing and a few phone calls it was time to meet. I don’t want to go into too much detail about where and how right now. I will write the steamy details of that later. For now I just want to say how amazing it was to feel so comfortable with someone and it just keeps getting better. I fell in love with a man who finally understands me, enjoys the same kinky things that I do, and is never judgmental. In fact, he encourages and participates in my slutty behavior. We are two parts of one crazy being. We have so much fun together, are completely in love, and have the kind of intense passionate sex that feels like a spiritual experience. We can be free, honest, kinky and True… and so in love.
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